Its been such a long time since he been truly happy with myself and who I am. In fact I don’t think I ever have been. I’ve been gong through a lot recently so I’ve decided to take a break from life. I need too. I care too much about things that don’t matter people that dont matter and other small useless things. I haven’t experienced life yet. I’m too caught up in social media how many likes I get how many people like me in general. I need to take time to figure out who I am and what I want. I need to learn to be alone. I’m so tired. Tired of living my life for the approval of others. Looking and seeking other people’s attention. I think k we all go through something like this. A minature midlife crisis is what I think I’m going through. I need to be alone for a long time. If I could pack up and leave the country tomorrow I would. I want to explore life I want to enjoy life. I want to figure out who I am. I don’t want to be so Dependant on social media technology. I want to be able to feel comfortable with who I am without looking for other people’s approval. I have a for this year. Learn to save money. Learn to be alone. Stay single. Actually live life. Figure out who I am and what I want. Learn to love myself and accept myself for who I am. Flaws and all. I just want to take some serious self reflection time. Find out who I am who I want in my life who I need to let go of and who has been there for me and who never was. My goal is to he happy and achieve this happiness by going outside of the norm leaving normal life for a little while and just focusing on myself.